alhamdulillah. . at last habis jgk exam... lege nyer. . yeay.  .i can start blogging facebooking .. . .. ..n many more. . wee ~~
 i dont want to touch on ahwal tym exam as in how the sitting arrangement..the abla n so forth...2 tk penteng sgt...

k. .yg penteng.. saye nk kongsi ngn korg........................................................................

1st day of exam-nahu sarf. .
tkd konfiden langsung. . 2 bku kne blaja. .wlwpn topic de semue da pna belajar. tp de lebeh detail. . tp saye mmg la tk mahir bab nahu sarf nie. . sbnr nye de sng tp masalah nye bnyk sgt . . ya allah. . cume allah je la yang tau perasaan saye mase 2. .nervous 2 the max ok. .
make dlm keadaan hati yg tdk tng ketika itu. .mcm2 fikiran menghasut otak ini. .
saye di goda olehnya : " ala. . bace ala kadar jek la. .nnt klua pn ckt je.
                                  " bace semua nye!! jgn tgl satu pn. . ! mesti tamam .. result mesti tamam jgk!! tnk fail!"

so korg dpt bezekan tk yg 1st ngn 2nd nye??

sudah trg lg jelas. . godaan dr syaitan dtg dgn mcm2 care. . dan kdg2. .kte tk sedar. .nmpk mcm kheir saja tp syarr rupenye. .

so in my case. . ill explain 2 u in case u still dun get it. . mksudnye. .hm, tgk la godaan setan nie. .de gode saye supaye blaja ala kadar je pas2 kjp lgk de gode saye suro blaja krne inginkan kemenangan di dunie semata2. .

jd ble saye tgh blaja 2 kdg2 terlari dari niat yang sebenarnye. .which is





LILLAHI WARRASUL . . .




k .. msg clear tk kwn2??



den my next paper was ulum quran den mantiq den tarikh sunnah den nuzum . . so de stress went on and on. . so tym stress2 2 kwn2 usul saye la yang lyn saye. . .hehe. . *jerit kt korg THANK YOU GERLS*
saye kol atiiqah knnye nk tny pasal pelajaran. . nnt akhir soalan saye mesti "kau da afl smpi mane? kau da bnyk? eh tix. . bnyk la. . aku tkt.." yg kwn yg laen2 pn kdg kne layan keletah saye nie yg sng gabra ble exam. . haha. . tp exam mantiq dgn nuzum ringan ckt sbb ade 3 hari nk blaja. .


the laz paper. . fiqh. . sunnguh tk diduga. . to me this is most stressful. .very very very stressful. . sbb bnyk. .bnyk. . bnyk. . so many syarats n syuruts n hukums. .n ahwals. .wow rojak mamak abes  bahase saye. .sori 4 dat. .tp alhamdulillah. . dpt juge saye tempuh dugaan itu. .


lesson ive learnt :


-do not panic. .selawat bnyk2. .bace alam nashrah . .think positive
-never give up. .keep telling urself u r in jihad...n allah will never neglect his ummah who tries to b closer to him. .innahu rahmatan lilalamin. .
-read ur questions paper again n again n again. . make sure u understand all. .
-dua frm ur parents
 n many more. . . .

fa in a'zamta fatawakkal a'la allah. .


dan saye tawakkal setawakkal tawakkal nye pd nye. . hm. . insyallah kullu kheir!


nk crite lg ckt. . after exam. .hehe. . betape legenye hati ini. . smiling frm ear to ear . .so the usuliyyunz went out mkn2. . like how we always did at sg. . after exam tk g mkn2 tk sah eh. . hehe. .

k da 2 je nk blg. . lps nie. . saye nk plan! i need to plan wat i need to do n what i need to buy during this short 2 wks holiday. .da bnyk nie list brg nk bli. .n bnyk lah lgk subject kne stat blaja. .korg tk payah nk ckp ceyh yda bgsnye rajen da nk stat blaja. . phm ker??

dis is a reminder for ME n you ... semester 2 lgk bnyk plajaran so its gonna be tougher. .


k. .laz thing . . i cant stop watching sheykh hamza yusuf videos. . asek youtubeing his videos jek. .argh. . theres dis one video where he met up wif a grp of women. .they were discussing bout women's rights. women in the west...etc...den 1 part nie de nangis . .sedey skali hati saye tgk. . th tashan!!!!  huhu. . :(

K da ngntk . .tk tashan. . slmt mlm semua. .jgn lupe mimpi saye..:)