"saya nak berubah, dan perubahan itu haruslah bermula dengan ilmu" -wardina saffiyah-


seorang artis mampu mengucapkan kata kata seperti ini?


inilah kalam insan yang benar benar ingin kembali ke jalan yg diredhai allah..


indah.


kita bagaimana?


'saya nk berubah'


banyak kali sudah pun kita niatkan perkara ni tp dah benar2 berubah ke?


I REGRET.

Hari hari terakhir di Masyaallah..bersama akhawat yg sudah bnyk berbudi..
Hari hari terakhir sebelum natijah keluar..hati tak tenang..

TODAY IS CONFUSING.

 Rindu zaman ni..huhu.. ;(

ukhtii kate.. tenang tenang saje..allah dan rasul bersama.. ;(

KENANGAN SEMASA IMTIHAN... :)

Syukran ye usatazah atiiqah atas kata2 semangat yg tk putus2...

kadang2 blaja pki tobliyah..

kdg2 blaja kat meja...proper ckt..

daaaan kopi  menjadi teman saya..tk bgs! jgn ikot k!

favourite question saya.. 

SELEPAS IMTIHAN..NJOY2 CKT..HEE..:)

yg pink bdk notty...yg brown bdk baik...:P

ammu tak kasi maen monopoly ... :p 

terima kasih semua...

ok...saya tak minat cinnabon. . hm..telan jelar...

me: tix,got chocolate larh on ur teeth..

amina dan syahidah sayaaang...

akhir sekali...........

رمضان كريم

كل سنة وأنتم بخير

exam dah lama habis..

tp perasaan gundah, gelisah dan khuatir tak pernah hilang..

moga solatku dan zikirku dpt mengurangkannya..

hari ini baru saya ada masa nk bukak blog da berlapok nie..hee..

sepanjang cuti nie. . .tk tau plak nk buat aper..since ramadan pn nk dkt, saye perlu start planning..camne nk mengisi mase kosong saye..SBB. . INDAH BICARA DARI LAKUKAN .. nk buat ibadah nie.. perlu ade matlamat, istiqomah dan zauq ! 

rindu ramadan tahun lepas..alhamdulillah..ramadan di bumi anbiya' pd tahun lepas adalah yg terbaik yg saya pernah saya lalui sepanjang hidup saya..allah~~

moga ramadan tahun ini merupakan ramadan yg penuh barakah buat kita semua..:))

td  saye teringat kate2 nie..da lame bermain difikiran. . tp tk tau plak dr mane saye dpt.. 

"destinasi kita jelas tp perjalanannya tidak...." au kama qiila.. hee:))

ye saye tau ape yg saye hendak,

saye tau destinasi itu,

sgt mudah menyatakannya,

tapi saya sedih saye tk tau mane satu jalannya..

kerap kali saya sesat..

tk dinamakan perjalanan hidup kalau tk pernah tersesat ..

bukan kah begitu?

ini yg saye fikirkan kebelakangan ini..

jalan yg bagaimana saye nk bentuk? 

susahnya mendidik diri ini ...

degil !

say berdoa moga allah memberi petunjuk pada kita semua agar kita semua tk silap dalam setiap langkah yg kita lakukan..

ameen...

معرفة الله

ok. .  i have to do this. .

exam's coming. . .stress. . *screaming*

too many things to do....

help !!!

Allah. . .Allah. . Allah. .

ok bye peeps. .

cya a month later. .

err. . .a month and half i think...

last day of exam is. . . 19 JULY. . .

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. .  . . .

rabbuna yusahhil . . . salam <3

Maadihul Mustafa (4) 'Solawat Li Bahril Jamal - Fi Kulli Aan - Allah Ya ...

Favourite saye.......

Belajar sambil dgr selawat bez jgk laaa...

addicted daa... huahua...

“Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.”

masih bingung...masih bertanya...masih keliru...masih tk faham...masih mencube...masih melawan...masih mengharap...


tp jalannye belum terbuka...masih samar samar...


krne saye trlalu hina dan jahil...


moga allah memberi petunjuk pada semue yg dlm kebingungan...


TADAAAAA.........LUAHAN HATIKU UNTK HARI INI...CEY CEY......




mlm ini nk ade 1 crite saye nk kongsi kpd pembace saye yg sikit . . hehe. . 



An old Muslim lived on a farm with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Nobel Qur'an.
His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Noble Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Noble Qur'an do?"
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.
This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.
Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The Grandfather said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.
At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.
The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.
Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"
"So you think it is useless?" The Grandfather said, "Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Noble Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read the Noble Qur'an, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah (SWT) in our lives."

The best way to learn is to share what you have learned and practice it in your life.

". . . Ya Allah. . gagalkanlah segala perancangan maksiat aku. . ."




ustaz kate. . klu degil sgt. . nk wat maksiat jgk. . the least lah ehk. . doa la sebegini. . but dat doesnt mean bole la wat maksiat ....!! !




moge2 allah sekat rncangan yg tk baik awk 2 sblm awk wat dose..

sweet simple short bedtime story !

A saint was praying silently. A wealthy merchant, observing the saint's devotion and sincerity, was deeply touched by him. The merchant offered the saint a bag of gold. "I know that you will use the money for Allah's sake. Please take it."
"Just a moment." The saint replied. "I'm not sure if it is lawful for me to take your money. Are you a wealthy man? Do you have more money at home?
"Oh yes. I have at least one thousand gold pieces at home," claimed the merchant proudly.
"Do you want a thousand gold pieces more? Asked the saint.
"Why not, of course yes. Every day I work hard to earn more money."
"And do you wish for yet a thousand gold pieces more beyond that?"
"Certainly. Every day I pray that I may earn more and more money."
The saint pushed the bag of gold back to the merchant. "I am sorry, but I cannot take your gold," he said. "A wealthy man cannot take money from a beggar."
"How can you call yourself a wealthy man and me a beggar?" the merchant spluttered.
The saint replied, "I am a wealthy man because I am content with whatever Allah (SWT) sends me. You are a beggar, because no matter how much you possess, you are always dissatisfied, and always begging Allah (SWT) for more."

so. . are u a wealthy man or a beggar?? haha. . 


actually it can be either way lar. . phm ker. . ?? 


hm . . 1 tiring week just passed. . n im dissapointed in myself. . coz ive not been reading much. . tk bedek. . trok tau kte.  .haiz...pemalas nye saye nie. . 

k. . .blm tdo2 lgk kan semue. .amek nie lgk satu crite. .   tonight double bedtym story treat for u. . .huahua. . coz im happy. . 

Once upon a time a very strong woodcutter asked for a job in a timber merchant, and he got it. His salary was really good and so were the working conditions. For that reason, the woodcutter was determined to do his best.

His boss gave him an Axe and showed him the area where he was supposed to fell the trees.

The first day, the woodcutter brought fifteen (15) trees.

"Congratulations," the boss said, "Carry on with your work!"

Highly motivated by the words of his boss, the woodcutter tried harder the next day, but he only could bring ten (10) trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he was only able to bring seven (7) trees. Day after day he was bringing less and less trees.

"I must be losing my strength." The woodcutter thought. He went to the boss and apologized, saying that he could not understand what was going on.

"When was the last time you sharpened your axe?" the boss asked.

"Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my axe. I have been very busy trying to cut trees..."

Moral of the Story: Most of us never update our skills. We think that whatever we have learned is very much enough. But good is not good when better is expected. Sharpening our skills from time to time is the key to success.


Upgrade ! upgrade! upgrade! -_^




selamat malam teman2. . 

Memori Tercipta-Shahila (lyrics on screen!)

love this song wlw pn da lame lgu ni .. k tkya tgk gamba dis gal. . .just hayati lagu ini kwn2. .

lgu ini khas untk DIA . . * bluek . .secret..*

moge perpisahan itu sementara bkn yang terakhir. .

moge memori indah itu akan bersambung . .

kerana aku. .

blm bersedia. .

:(

 The Pencil Maker took the Pencil aside, just before putting it into the box.

"There are five things you need to know," the Pencil Maker told the Pencil, "Before I send you out into the World. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best Pencil you can be."

1. "You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's hand."

2. "You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you will need it to become a better Pencil."

3. "You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

4. "The most important part of you will always be what's inside."

5. "On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."

The Pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.

Now replacing the place of the Pencil with you. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.

1. "You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in Allah's (SWT) hand. And allow other human beings to access you for the many gifts you possess."

2. "You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems in life, but you will need it to become a stronger person."

3. "You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make."

4. "The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside."

5. "On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to do your duties."

Moral: Allow this parable on the Pencil to encourage you to know that you are a special person and only you can fulfill the purpose to which you were born to accomplish.

Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change.

back in singapore ! ! !

not in a good mood . . .hmph !

i want my egypt back. .

terlalu rindu. .

tym kt mesir, igtkan bole control la rindu ni. .

sekali. . ya allah. .

ya allah. . kembalikanlah mesir seperti sediakala. . ameen. .

pilu nye hati saye. . sedeh sgt. .

k. . nk crite ckt tym kt mesir .  .

1st tym nmpk riot. . saye dan ahli beit xcited bole?? heheh. . yela. . 1st tym dpn mate. . jakun ler.. rakyat mesir beramai ramai bersorak menyuruh hosni mubarak meletak jawatan. .

den one nyt. . 1+ trdgr bunyi bom. . terkejut ! syabab2 sdg berlari menuju blkng rumah. . disusuli oleh polis yg sudah siap sedia dgn senjata mrk. . but my  ahli beit n me couldnt figure out what was happening. .so. .
ktrg rase lah kan . .penjenayah yg dikatekan seramai 30,00 org terlepas lah yang telah melepaskan bom tersebut. . suasana mnjd kecoh. . jiran mesir menjerit2 mrnyuruh kte switch on lampu supaya penjenayah tk masuk rumah kte. . tp saye dgn ahli beit da salah paham da. . ktrg igtkan de suro 2top lampu. .jd ktrg pergilah 2top semue lampu. .lol. . kekek sey. .

start mlm 2. . ktrg jd tkt ckt. .

pastu da beberape hari semue kne balik mesir la plak. .

skrg nie bila saye da kt singapore. . hm...

tk rase papepn. . mmg la terubat rindu saye nk bejumpe keluarga. . tp da rindu mesir la plak. .

mcm mane nie. . ??

tkpla. . husnu dzon saje dgn allah . . klu mmg perjuangan kte d mesir. . insyaallah kte semue akan pulang ke bumi kinanah itu kelak. . ameen. .

kwn2 jgn lupe yer doakn mesir sentiase. .  :)

bedtym story lgk. . . ^_^

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well that the farmer had accidentally left uncovered. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do? Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway, so it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
Farmer invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!
Life is going to shovel dirt on us, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up. Never loose hope and place your complete confidence and 100% trust in Almighty Allah (SWT). A true Muslim never gives up hope in the mercy of Allah (SWT), because it is a sin as per the Teachings of Islam. Also remember: "Even the word 'IMPOSSIBLE' says 'I M POSSIBLE'."

"In this world people will always throw stones in the path of your Success, it depends on you? What you make from them - a wall or a bridge."

alhamdulillah. . at last habis jgk exam... lege nyer. . yeay.  .i can start blogging facebooking .. . .. ..n many more. . wee ~~
 i dont want to touch on ahwal tym exam as in how the sitting arrangement..the abla n so forth...2 tk penteng sgt...

k. .yg penteng.. saye nk kongsi ngn korg........................................................................

1st day of exam-nahu sarf. .
tkd konfiden langsung. . 2 bku kne blaja. .wlwpn topic de semue da pna belajar. tp de lebeh detail. . tp saye mmg la tk mahir bab nahu sarf nie. . sbnr nye de sng tp masalah nye bnyk sgt . . ya allah. . cume allah je la yang tau perasaan saye mase 2. .nervous 2 the max ok. .
make dlm keadaan hati yg tdk tng ketika itu. .mcm2 fikiran menghasut otak ini. .
saye di goda olehnya : " ala. . bace ala kadar jek la. .nnt klua pn ckt je.
                                  " bace semua nye!! jgn tgl satu pn. . ! mesti tamam .. result mesti tamam jgk!! tnk fail!"

so korg dpt bezekan tk yg 1st ngn 2nd nye??

sudah trg lg jelas. . godaan dr syaitan dtg dgn mcm2 care. . dan kdg2. .kte tk sedar. .nmpk mcm kheir saja tp syarr rupenye. .

so in my case. . ill explain 2 u in case u still dun get it. . mksudnye. .hm, tgk la godaan setan nie. .de gode saye supaye blaja ala kadar je pas2 kjp lgk de gode saye suro blaja krne inginkan kemenangan di dunie semata2. .

jd ble saye tgh blaja 2 kdg2 terlari dari niat yang sebenarnye. .which is





LILLAHI WARRASUL . . .




k .. msg clear tk kwn2??



den my next paper was ulum quran den mantiq den tarikh sunnah den nuzum . . so de stress went on and on. . so tym stress2 2 kwn2 usul saye la yang lyn saye. . .hehe. . *jerit kt korg THANK YOU GERLS*
saye kol atiiqah knnye nk tny pasal pelajaran. . nnt akhir soalan saye mesti "kau da afl smpi mane? kau da bnyk? eh tix. . bnyk la. . aku tkt.." yg kwn yg laen2 pn kdg kne layan keletah saye nie yg sng gabra ble exam. . haha. . tp exam mantiq dgn nuzum ringan ckt sbb ade 3 hari nk blaja. .


the laz paper. . fiqh. . sunnguh tk diduga. . to me this is most stressful. .very very very stressful. . sbb bnyk. .bnyk. . bnyk. . so many syarats n syuruts n hukums. .n ahwals. .wow rojak mamak abes  bahase saye. .sori 4 dat. .tp alhamdulillah. . dpt juge saye tempuh dugaan itu. .


lesson ive learnt :


-do not panic. .selawat bnyk2. .bace alam nashrah . .think positive
-never give up. .keep telling urself u r in jihad...n allah will never neglect his ummah who tries to b closer to him. .innahu rahmatan lilalamin. .
-read ur questions paper again n again n again. . make sure u understand all. .
-dua frm ur parents
 n many more. . . .

fa in a'zamta fatawakkal a'la allah. .


dan saye tawakkal setawakkal tawakkal nye pd nye. . hm. . insyallah kullu kheir!


nk crite lg ckt. . after exam. .hehe. . betape legenye hati ini. . smiling frm ear to ear . .so the usuliyyunz went out mkn2. . like how we always did at sg. . after exam tk g mkn2 tk sah eh. . hehe. .

k da 2 je nk blg. . lps nie. . saye nk plan! i need to plan wat i need to do n what i need to buy during this short 2 wks holiday. .da bnyk nie list brg nk bli. .n bnyk lah lgk subject kne stat blaja. .korg tk payah nk ckp ceyh yda bgsnye rajen da nk stat blaja. . phm ker??

dis is a reminder for ME n you ... semester 2 lgk bnyk plajaran so its gonna be tougher. .


k. .laz thing . . i cant stop watching sheykh hamza yusuf videos. . asek youtubeing his videos jek. .argh. . theres dis one video where he met up wif a grp of women. .they were discussing bout women's rights. women in the west...etc...den 1 part nie de nangis . .sedey skali hati saye tgk. . th tashan!!!!  huhu. . :(

K da ngntk . .tk tashan. . slmt mlm semua. .jgn lupe mimpi saye..:)