exam dah lama habis..

tp perasaan gundah, gelisah dan khuatir tak pernah hilang..

moga solatku dan zikirku dpt mengurangkannya..

hari ini baru saya ada masa nk bukak blog da berlapok nie..hee..

sepanjang cuti nie. . .tk tau plak nk buat aper..since ramadan pn nk dkt, saye perlu start planning..camne nk mengisi mase kosong saye..SBB. . INDAH BICARA DARI LAKUKAN .. nk buat ibadah nie.. perlu ade matlamat, istiqomah dan zauq ! 

rindu ramadan tahun lepas..alhamdulillah..ramadan di bumi anbiya' pd tahun lepas adalah yg terbaik yg saya pernah saya lalui sepanjang hidup saya..allah~~

moga ramadan tahun ini merupakan ramadan yg penuh barakah buat kita semua..:))

td  saye teringat kate2 nie..da lame bermain difikiran. . tp tk tau plak dr mane saye dpt.. 

"destinasi kita jelas tp perjalanannya tidak...." au kama qiila.. hee:))

ye saye tau ape yg saye hendak,

saye tau destinasi itu,

sgt mudah menyatakannya,

tapi saya sedih saye tk tau mane satu jalannya..

kerap kali saya sesat..

tk dinamakan perjalanan hidup kalau tk pernah tersesat ..

bukan kah begitu?

ini yg saye fikirkan kebelakangan ini..

jalan yg bagaimana saye nk bentuk? 

susahnya mendidik diri ini ...

degil !

say berdoa moga allah memberi petunjuk pada kita semua agar kita semua tk silap dalam setiap langkah yg kita lakukan..

ameen...

معرفة الله

ok. .  i have to do this. .

exam's coming. . .stress. . *screaming*

too many things to do....

help !!!

Allah. . .Allah. . Allah. .

ok bye peeps. .

cya a month later. .

err. . .a month and half i think...

last day of exam is. . . 19 JULY. . .

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. .  . . .

rabbuna yusahhil . . . salam <3

Maadihul Mustafa (4) 'Solawat Li Bahril Jamal - Fi Kulli Aan - Allah Ya ...

Favourite saye.......

Belajar sambil dgr selawat bez jgk laaa...

addicted daa... huahua...

“Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow - that is patience.”

masih bingung...masih bertanya...masih keliru...masih tk faham...masih mencube...masih melawan...masih mengharap...


tp jalannye belum terbuka...masih samar samar...


krne saye trlalu hina dan jahil...


moga allah memberi petunjuk pada semue yg dlm kebingungan...


TADAAAAA.........LUAHAN HATIKU UNTK HARI INI...CEY CEY......




mlm ini nk ade 1 crite saye nk kongsi kpd pembace saye yg sikit . . hehe. . 



An old Muslim lived on a farm with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Nobel Qur'an.
His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Noble Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Noble Qur'an do?"
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.
This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.
Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The Grandfather said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.
At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.
The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.
Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"
"So you think it is useless?" The Grandfather said, "Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Noble Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read the Noble Qur'an, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah (SWT) in our lives."

The best way to learn is to share what you have learned and practice it in your life.

". . . Ya Allah. . gagalkanlah segala perancangan maksiat aku. . ."




ustaz kate. . klu degil sgt. . nk wat maksiat jgk. . the least lah ehk. . doa la sebegini. . but dat doesnt mean bole la wat maksiat ....!! !




moge2 allah sekat rncangan yg tk baik awk 2 sblm awk wat dose..

sweet simple short bedtime story !

A saint was praying silently. A wealthy merchant, observing the saint's devotion and sincerity, was deeply touched by him. The merchant offered the saint a bag of gold. "I know that you will use the money for Allah's sake. Please take it."
"Just a moment." The saint replied. "I'm not sure if it is lawful for me to take your money. Are you a wealthy man? Do you have more money at home?
"Oh yes. I have at least one thousand gold pieces at home," claimed the merchant proudly.
"Do you want a thousand gold pieces more? Asked the saint.
"Why not, of course yes. Every day I work hard to earn more money."
"And do you wish for yet a thousand gold pieces more beyond that?"
"Certainly. Every day I pray that I may earn more and more money."
The saint pushed the bag of gold back to the merchant. "I am sorry, but I cannot take your gold," he said. "A wealthy man cannot take money from a beggar."
"How can you call yourself a wealthy man and me a beggar?" the merchant spluttered.
The saint replied, "I am a wealthy man because I am content with whatever Allah (SWT) sends me. You are a beggar, because no matter how much you possess, you are always dissatisfied, and always begging Allah (SWT) for more."

so. . are u a wealthy man or a beggar?? haha. . 


actually it can be either way lar. . phm ker. . ?? 


hm . . 1 tiring week just passed. . n im dissapointed in myself. . coz ive not been reading much. . tk bedek. . trok tau kte.  .haiz...pemalas nye saye nie. . 

k. . .blm tdo2 lgk kan semue. .amek nie lgk satu crite. .   tonight double bedtym story treat for u. . .huahua. . coz im happy. . 

Once upon a time a very strong woodcutter asked for a job in a timber merchant, and he got it. His salary was really good and so were the working conditions. For that reason, the woodcutter was determined to do his best.

His boss gave him an Axe and showed him the area where he was supposed to fell the trees.

The first day, the woodcutter brought fifteen (15) trees.

"Congratulations," the boss said, "Carry on with your work!"

Highly motivated by the words of his boss, the woodcutter tried harder the next day, but he only could bring ten (10) trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he was only able to bring seven (7) trees. Day after day he was bringing less and less trees.

"I must be losing my strength." The woodcutter thought. He went to the boss and apologized, saying that he could not understand what was going on.

"When was the last time you sharpened your axe?" the boss asked.

"Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my axe. I have been very busy trying to cut trees..."

Moral of the Story: Most of us never update our skills. We think that whatever we have learned is very much enough. But good is not good when better is expected. Sharpening our skills from time to time is the key to success.


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selamat malam teman2. .