عيوني تشتاقلو--- محمد بشار

sanah helwah. . . . .  .TO ME ! ! !

wee. . . . 27 oct saye 1991 saye dilahirkan. . dan skrg umor saye 19. . o oh. . smakin meningkat umor semangkin berat tanggungjawab. . huhu. . .tkt nye. . anywayz. . .  my wish is to be a better person, a better muslimah. . lillahi taa'la. . insyallah. .


dan alf syukran kpd semua ahli beit saye n kwn2 seperjuangan n semua yg terlibat dlm meng"suprisekan" saye smlm. . huahua. . thanx krn sudi dtg ye bdk2 sabi'. . .:) n trime kasih for the presents. . i love it all. . .love it awi awi awi(sgt sgt sgt). . .

apepn. . the 1st one to wish me is still my parents. . . :)

ku langkahkan kaki ini di hangat mentari pagi.
ku syukuri hari ini aku masih lagi berdiri.

terjatuh bangkit aku kembali, susah payah aku tak peduli kerna ku hidup hanya sekali. .

:)

ya allah. . give us the strength. .

Falling down is not defeat, real defeat is when you are refusing to get up.

i may not be ur bestest fren ever. . but im here for u. . take care dear fren. .allahu maa'na. . everytings gonna be fine. .ok??
:)

BEDTYM STORY


A man went to a barbershop to have his hair and his beard cut as always. He started to have a good conversation with the barber who attended him. They talked about so many things on various subjects.
Suddenly, they touched the subject of God. The barber said: "Look man, I don't believe that God exists as you say so."
"Why do you say that?" Asked the client
Well, it's so easy; you just have to go out in the street to realize that God does not exist. Oh, tell me, if God existed, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. "I can't think of a God who permits all of these things." The client stopped for a moment thinking but he didn't want to respond so as to prevent an argument.
The barber finished his job and the client went out of the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with a long hair and beard (it seems that it had been a long time since he had his cut and he looked so untidy). Then the client again entered the barbershop and he said to the barber: know what? Barbers do not exist.
"How come they don't exist?" asked the barber. "Well I am here and I am a barber."
"No!" - The client exclaimed. "They don't exist because if they did there would be no people with long hair and beard like that man who walks in the street."
"Ah, barbers do exist, what happens is that people do not come to me."
"Exactly!" - Affirmed the client. "That's the point. God does exist, what happens is people don't go to Him and do not look for Him that's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

YOK SAMA2 DKTKAN DRI DGN ALLAH. . .

EGYPT

they said : mesir stands for musibah, sabar n redha or rahmat . . well. . now i noe the real meaning of it.. ble ckp psl musibah. . .u wont know the true meaning unless u sndri yg menghadapinye. . musibah is a test frm allah.. so frm there kte kne bnyk sabar. .sabar itself is a test. . allah nk tahu betape sabarnye kite nie. . .this is the hardest part . . sabar itu mmg indah . . tp sgt susah hendak di lakukan.. saye sndri kdg2 tk bole sabar. . haha.. fhm ke korg?? everyday kne sabar. . .to me, kesabaran lah yg menentukan bagaimana kehidupan kte seharian . . klu kte org nye garang sekali hm.. mknenye tiap2 hari lah tk tahu sabar . . asek marah je.. n klu kte orgnye asek saba je(which is bgs la). . tp. .klu org smpi pijak kepale kte or lg sopan skt(hehe. .)org pergunekan kte. .pastu timbul pulak lame2 rase benci. . .fhm ke??
SUSAH KAN SABAR ITU? ? ?
haiz. . .maka.sabar itu akan jdi indah ble kte lakukannye btl2 krn allah taa'la. .ble da sabar tu kne redha laa kn. .klu tk redha smpi ble la tk habes cte. . huahua. .
so after da sabar bnyk2 nie mesti la ade gnjran dr allah kn...klu tk pt dunie..pt akhirat la kan. . .baik kan allah . .ganjaran di dunie allah saje la yg tahu. .n we should always thank allah for his nikmah . .rahmat allah bole dtg ble2 mase saje. .mungkin ble kte dlm kesusahan nnt. .allah akn beri rahmat yg tk terhingge pd umatnye yg bnyk sabar..


k..penat...bsk skola..da pukul 10.. kt singapore . . saye slalu tdo kol 10 haha...pastu golek2 smpimkol 11.. bru tdo..
kt mesir...2ka 2ka tym tdo...hmm..

اللهم اجعلنا من الصابرين

khas kepada kwn2 yg sdng berjuang dlm menuntut ilmu. . jgn lupe tajdid niat selalu . . . fahamilah maksud tajdid niat itu dgn mndlm.. sesungguhnye kite semua manusia yg selalu lalai . . . kdg2 kte terlupe ape tugas seorang penuntut ilmu itu . . jd kte kne igtkn dri kte tiap2 hari krn tugas kte semue amatlah berat. . insyallah semuenye kheir klu kte semue berusaha dgn gigih. .jgn lupe tips ini. . .
D - dua
U - usaha
I - istiqamah
T - tawakkal

allahumma zakkirni ma nasitu wa 'allimni ma jahiltu . .

(i wanted to typ it in arabic but my lappy tkle typ lettr zha je.. fkm ke?? cmne nie? leceh la)

AMIN YA RABB. . .

moge allah permudahkan segale urusan kite semua . . .

akhir sekali. . kpd kwn2 yg ditimpa musibah atau kesusahan. . .jgnlah sedih . . anggap saje ... em.. allah ade surprise untk awk sbb allah nk gantikan musibah itu dgn sesuatu yg lebih manis . . insyaallah. . kte selalu pke cmnie klu kte dtimpe kesusahan sbb kte akn rase bez nye allah ade surprise untk kte.. korg fhm ker?? hehe..

smpi dcni saje. . slmt mlm. . tonyt no bedtym story ... ( sape2 jela pn yg bace blog aku tiap2 hari. . huahua..)

There are certain tips to remember if you wish to keep a stable friendship.
Do not dispute with him and do not be hostile to him.
Do not ridicule him. Do not quarrel with him. Instead accord friends the respect they deserve.
Imam Hassan (as) Says: "Befriend people in the same manner you would like them to befriend you."
Do not hold him in contempt nor consider him to be lower than you. Instead guard the honor of your friends during their absence and af.ter their death.
Do not claim precedence and supremacy over him. Instead forgive the short-comings of your friends, because everyone makes mistakes in life.
Do not crack indecent jokes with him.
Finally, we ask Allah (SWT) to make us of the righteous ones and give us companions that will take us away from His Wrath and lead us to His Pleasure and Paradise

bedtime story !

A young lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. As she would need to wait many hours, she decided to buy a book to spend her time. She also bought a packet of cookies.
She sat down in an armchair, in the VIP room of the airport, to rest and read in peace. Beside the armchair where the packet of cookies lay, a man sat down in the next seat, opened his magazine and started reading.
When she took out the first cookie, the man took one also. She felt irritated but said nothing. She just thought: "What a nerve! If I was in the mood I would punch him for daring!"
For each cookie she took, the man took one too. This was infuriating her but she didn't want to cause a scene. When only one cookie remained, she thought: "ah... What this abusive man do now?" Then, the man, taking the last cookie, divided it into half, giving her one half.
Ah! That was too much! She was much too angry now! In a huff, she took her book, her things and stormed to the boarding place. When she sat down in her seat, inside the plane, she looked into her purse to take her eyeglasses, and to her surprise, her packet of cookies was there, untouched, unopened!
She felt so ashamed! She realized that she was wrong... She had forgotten that her cookies were kept in her purse. The man had divided his cookies with her, without feeling angered or bitter.
"While she had been very angry, thinking that she was dividing her cookies with him. And now there was no chance to explain herself, nor to apologize."
There are 4 things that you cannot recover:
The stone... after the throw!
The word... palaver...after it's said!
The occasion...after the loss!
The time...after it's gone!

يا أخواتي. . . أحبكم في الله

terima lah saya seadanya....

 YA ALLAH.. PLS GUIDE ME TO THE RIGHT PATH. .

saye suke org yg bertanggungjawab.
saya suke kwn yg selalu memikirkan kebahagian saye.
saye suke org yg bwat kebaikan dlm diam2.
saye suke org yg slalu menjage prasan kwn die.
saye suke org yg ble berbicara, tdk ade kate2 sia2 pn terlafaz dr mulut dia.
saye suke org yg sgt menjage adab wlwpn sesame kwn.
saye suke org yg tdk patah semgt wlwpn die tahu bnyk kekurangan dlm dri die.
saye suke org yg pembersih
saye suke org sentiase berbicara dgn kate2 manis sahaje.
saye suke org yg yg sentiase hidup dlm kesederhanaan.
saye suke org yg konfiden.
saye suke org yg tidak lokek ilmu.
saye suke org yg berusaha dgn gigih tnp meminta bantuan org lain kecuali bila sangat2 memerlukan bantuan.
saye suke org yg berdikari.
saye suke org yg tenang di setiap waktu.
saye suke org yg tidak suke memberi alasan.
saye suke org yg yg suke bergurau sedikit saje.
saye suke org yg tdk sempurna melalukan kerje dgn penoh tekun dan tnp bantuan org lain.
saye suke org yg ikhlas. (tp sayang..allah saje yg tau akn makhluknye yg benar2 ikhlas melakukan satu pekerjaan dan siapakah org2 ini??)

n many more............................2 many2 mention........hehe.........

setiap org ade keinginan masing2..
ingin sekali saye mendampingi org2 seperti ini tp apekan daye ... manusie tdk sempurna, penuh dgn kekurangan.. termasuk saye yg hine ini..ya allah bantulah aku dlm mentarbiyah diri ini ke jln yg kau redhai.. hmm..ya allah..hadirkanlah perkara2 yg aku suke ini di dalam diri yg hine ini.. tdk ku pinta untuk menjadi seorg yg sempurna kerna engkaulah yg maha sempurna. ya allah. jadikanlah aku dan saudara2ku seorg muslim yg hakiki..amin ya rabb...:)

TRUE WEALTH

One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the purpose of showing his son how the poor people live so he could be thankful for his wealth.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Oh yeah" said the son. "So what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered, "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end." "We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night." "Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon." "We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight." "We have servants who serve us, but they serve others." "We buy our food, but they grow theirs." "We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
With this the boy's father was speechless. Then his son added, "Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are."

kuliah

1st day of kuliah - dlm hati"ei..xcited nye...tk saba nk blaja" cm phm la kn..den smpi skola..."ei..frenly nye org arab nie.." den kol 12 lebeh.."ei..org arab nie tk pnt ke bobal.." -_- plg tk bole accept...org arab ajk maen dlm klas..so kte pn join..astargfiruallahalazim...menyesal btol kte maen dlm klas..what was i thinking???? 1st day of sch maen dlm klas??? ktrg maen game cm pyramid n tepok tgn g2...k...kte rase kte cm kebudak2an la sgt..ya allah...jaohkanlah aku dri perkare yg sia2..really waste tym se ble pke balik..

2nd day or 3rd day - hmm...........boring.....tkd org masok...pegi klas pegi kantin pegi klas..

the ____ day (tk igt) - klas nahu wa sarf...fhm la jgk...n tix is soooo masyallah...sng de catch up ape dukturah ckp..n her hanwritting is sooo nice..tmbh nhn tix nye mindmap...jeles la tix..kau cpt eh tangkap..ya allah..terangkanlah hati kami...allahumma zidni ilman warzuqni fahman..pst..lau rajin bace doa nie 100x everyday after subuh k kwn2.. den later in the afternoon klas usul dakwah n nuzum.. usul dakwah...emmm....duktuur de seorg yg cool..mempunyai senyuman yg manis menawan but at the same tym cm laen mcm je snym..prihatin ngn wafidin..dan smgt ble mengajar..tekejot bole ble de tetbe jerit.. the best thing is...de sgt menjage adab...masyallah...contoh: meninggalkan majlis ilmu tnp intak izin...duktur ni tk suke org bwat g2..de akn tego trg2...suke duktur nie..............n nuzum...emm..duktur yg agk berumur tp...insyallah bnyk berkat..amin ya rabb..

the following days... - tafsir was sooooooooooooo fun...........plg fhm...alhamdulillah...

n menu for recess... apape yg $1.50 ..plg mura..hee..